spiderbreath

new.
go.

but i cant take it.

i really did lose my monroe this time :X

aaaaaaand i cleaned my room looking for it.
THANKS ALLERGIES AND SHIT.
;)



off to dustys.

You only get one taste
and for this gift we are graced.
You only get one taste
and for this gift
wait.

Now let me go
so I can brag about the gifts that he stole.
(Thank you) For all the lonely nights.
I will carry this with me where I go.

Bad taste in my mouth.
You would think I'm a whore.
Bad taste in my mouth.
You would think I'm you.

You only get on taste
and for this gift we are graced.
You only get one taste
and for this gift
she's likely to go,
or so she'll say.
We sleep as we do to keep our nights days away.
Love,
or so she'll say.
Immature love.
You breed immature lust.

So died the virgin.
I have told you before,
You we're nothing special to him
(and that's just another thing that's nothing new for you).

You'll be born.
You before.

Embody me
with you body.
I've never seen it.
I have never.
Embody me
with your body.
I've never seen it.
Are you happy?

omg im so nervous about going to class tonight.
my last 2 finals.
:X i worked really hard this week and i think my efforts should pay off.
ughhh im so nervous.
this semester FLEW past... its gona be so weird not to go to school on mondays - wednesday anymore.
now i have an entirely diff. schedule that doesnt even pick up until january again. :X eep!



well i have to catch a train but.
wish me luck!
<3

soooo life is good :).
i was just thinking the other day like how i have no one around here that i like trust and can rely on to hang out with me and stuff but then i realized how stupid that was. haha. bc i always got roxanne. shes stuck on me like a bandaid man. idk overthinkinker for life i suppose.

christmas eve im spending with dustys family again. :) im so excited i love them. i think im going to go to carsons or some shit to get a christmas dress. i love dressing up for things like that. and it will be better planned (and better feeling) than thanksgiving. even that was amazing regardless of feeling like caca a little bit. maybe i can get some cuter pictures with dusty.

anyway enough about that.
i talked to dustys mom last night about the presents i got him. it was so cute because she didnt know what one of them was. i tried to explain but she didnt understand i dont think.its alright though. she will see soon enough. :)

uhmmm.. today is my english final. after this im halfway done with them!!
then all i have left is my photo and dim finals. and that will (should) be easy shmeasy. hopefully. haha.
i have to make prints and things still sooo.. cross your fingers that everything goes according to plan. my school needs to fix the printers bc in a floor full of photo students, you cant just have one photo printer working. thats so inconvenient.
i woke up way too early bc i had to work on my essay. but its so easy to talk about yourself, and a story that you can tell, so it only took me like 20 minutes. awesome man.



i think i want to go to columbia. not so much for like.. the courses there bc the photo program is shit but because of the people and the experience would be awesome.


i dnt care really i just need to be in chicago. its amazing. thats all i really have to say.



and on that note, i need to go find myself some cocoa puffs before my tummy gets bloated from eating itself. after this week, its gona be sooo easy. <23 thank fucking god.


mkpeace.

wow.


you are REALLY two-faced.


:p.












i guess i didnt want to be your friend, either.
;)

WTF TUMMY ACHE!?





:( ooooohhhhh.

right now,
exactly at this moment in time,
and space,
and everything...






NOTHING is bothering me.
i am,
as of this second,
100% carefree.


NEVER thought that would happen..

:) life has a funny way of proving you wrong.
regardless of a lifetime of distress..
something (or someone) can turn everything around.
some people are just keys to keep us together.
so im glad i found mine..

Words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om